Woken up by my own tears

Waoh still cant believe i was woke up finding myself in tears

seriously~

i never "real" cry in my sleep before..

wait i think there is one time but just near the eye

haven drop.. i dream about having a HUGE fight with my mom

and my mom dun want me anymore...hahahah ok.

I had a nightmare.

Thank to Nathra actually

hehe~

Nathra posted in her FB that she L.O.V.E. pets more than people

which i totally agree cause me too!

well story cut short

i told her about i cry for weeks after curly passed away

and she though Pitt pass away

then the very night...

you know la, Pitt died

i took it badly

i appear normal then somehow i break and cry like shit

real hard and long

cant remember all the detail cause is a dream

then i woke up in the middle of the night

2 tear rolling down on my cheek

......

i seriously love that fat dog

I LOVE YOU PITT

i duno wat will happen if pitt really die

......

argh~!! dun think about it

I dun handle DEATH well

ok.

sign off

Sick sick world

seriously, how sick can this world we live in now?

Just checking out my FB b4 i go to bed

and i saw 2 very sick video tat now i cant sleep

1. http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/video/video.php?v=1301612375715

a video about a 4 year old boy smoking cigarette like drinking frm the bottle

It is in Indonesian language so I do not know what the kid is talking

but based on the caption ... "lucah" = porn

the adult is encouraging him or maybe teaching him

2. http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=117837198253611#!/video/video.php?v=117837198253611

a japanese student being strip naked and tortured

I wonder what is in the bottle that the girl was force to drink

They kick her, slap her, beat her till bleed.

I bet they even rape her before this.

Just hearing she screaming "stop" made my hair stand.

What is wrong with this world

It's getting so sick and inhumane

I want to vomit now ...

... loging off