numbness

...numb...

still grieving

still crying

still lost

need to get back on active mood

i am lacking behind assignment and project development

web, magazine and out-of-home advertising

i hope i still got the "fire" to do it

i might have lost the half of my spirit

but i am not sure is the fire still burning

maybe i was too ambitious at the beginning

now i regret i cant make it up to standard

need to get out of house

need to stay at library

need to keep self busy

need to get away